The Journal of Idalia

Idalia

Baby is going to 24 weeks, yay!! So excited!!
Baby is healthy and doing fine. I love my baby so much! We listen to songs now as OB says the hearing senses of the baby is developed by now.

The guy loves me, he told me. Now I don't know if I'd go or say "No". But I admit, I'm feeling great now.

Idalia

I'm happy, contented, ready to embrace life as it is and now what? Ex-bf wants to get back with me. Wow, so ironic. But then I feel like losing the love you love for someone is bloody possible- I'm feeling indifferent towards him despite his being the dad of my baby...

Idalia

It has been confirmed. I said yes. He loves me and my baby. I love him.
I'm not sure what is headed but all I know is that we're a perfect match.
I'm just praying and hoping that this will last. I just want to feel loved and to have a complete family, that's all.
And I don't think it's too much to ask for in this life.
Or is it?

Idalia

I'm enjoying all the love I have right now. BF is also excited to meet my baby and told me that he's very much willing to embrace my baby as his own. Isn't that sweet? But I guess everything is too early just yet. All I'm wanting to do is enjoy the goodness of what I have now. 2 months and I'm gonna be a mum. Need to find a better paying job. LOL!

Idalia

My tummy is getting huge and I'm seeing these red marks already. Eew! I know these are stretch marks! They're extemely itchy! But my bf is so sweet, he gently rubs lotion over it. He said he loves my baby so much. Aww, I'm so fortunate to have him in our lives. All I want is a happy family, now I have it. Hope this will last...

Idalia

I thought I'd be spared from those pesky marks coz I didn't notice a single one on my 2nd tri, though I feel some itch once in a while. OMG. Now they're popping up non-stop! I was almost feeling amazing and now I feel awful. Just awful.

Idalia

Our baby Sally Rustica came last June 7, 2013 through a normal delivery. The 8 hour labour was just OMG!!! But still incredibly thankful baby and I were both ok. She weighed 4.1 kg with a length of 42 cm. Apgar score was fine.
Mum and Dad wanted the name Rustica so I granted their wish. Sally's one of our fave names list. It is such an adorable name and bf and I felt like it's very much suited to our very charming and pretty baby.

It's ironic, I planned not to nurse. When I saw my baby, I fell so in love with her and thought that I'm so gonna give her the best!! So I've decided to breastfeed having realized that it's the best for her. But sad to say, I have inverted nipples and oftentimes bubs doesn't want to get nursed.

Bf loves bubs so much. He even mentioned adopting bubs. Whoa!! Taking it to the next level, eh? Not a bad thing though. All for our baby Sally Rustica. We love you!!!